awaiting paradise..

14.11.07

really feel like shit on some days, i know i've made mistakes n i always tell myself not to do it again. but i still do. the worst thing about me is i can't move on where i've left behind. i'll keep dwelling on my mistakes, which affects my whole day. the worst would be my short term memory, i've a memory so short, the my colleagues have given up telling me stuff, knowing i will forget them.

I WON'T ok? i'll write them down in future

attachment has been my good training ground, learnt how to deal with ppl, n worse still, ppl who put words in my mouth, feel so 'blah' when i make mistakes n those mistakes cause terrible repurccussions on my colleagues. stay calm, every problem has a situation, even if it doesn't, learn to play around with words to salvage the complain. no problem too big that cannot be solved. being in the front line means even if everything is screwed, act calm.

i will not be so blur, focus charm focus!
3 more months, n i will fly free!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007